I re-read your essays and very much enjoyed them. They present a disciplined phenomenology explicitly refusing mechanistic explanations. The closing re-conception of intelligence as following the gradient of "makes sense" - steering toward musical coherence rather than executing complex calculation - is, as a phenomenology of what thinking feels like from inside, is very good.Cleric wrote: ↑Sat Aug 22, 2026 6:14 amOf the most recent works, I think The Game Loop: Part 6 Concentration (and subsequent parts) pinpoints what we are talking about.
In a nutshell, what you objected to previously still maintains the strictly compartmentalized sense of being - we experience a dissociated sphere of existence; the greater World process impresses at the boundary as various phenomena, while our intellectual process arranges storyboard-like mental images (of the impressions) strictly within the sphere. Seen in this way, it's not surprising that even when we investigate our own spiritual activity, we can only conceive through analogy that something similar may be happening for other dissociated spheres. And additionally, we're always haunted by the solipsistic uncertainty: what if I'm the only dissociated sphere in existence?
To overcome this dead-end situation, we need to realize that even our thinking process, which is experienced as sequencing mental images about dissociative boundaries, our and others' personal bubbles, etc., is still part of the unitary World process. We can only move forward if we clearly recognize this dual aspect: on one hand, we have the meaning implied in the fragmentary storyboard sequences (models of existence). On the other, if we are attentive, we should realize that these storyboard flashes are modulated on top of the primary flow of the World process (they are not some 'other' special process, independent of the total World flow). The question is: is there a way to know this World process in a more direct way, and not by indirect sequencing ripples on its surface? The answer comes through the method of meditative concentration, which fundamentally shifts our scientific perspective. It is enough to attempt to concentrate our attention even for a few seconds in order to get a hint of this. In a sense, it is 'inverse' knowing (although as we progress we realize that this is the natural way of knowing, while it is precisely our present intellectual knowing that is more like an 'unnatural' inverse mode). We no longer instinctively build storyboard sequences and wonder whether they faithfully mirror true reality beyond the dissociative boundary, but we come to know something of the World process through the fact that it pushes our attentive stream into various directions. IOW, initially we come to know something of the World process not by picturing what it is, but by observing how our intended concentrated flow is pressured (thus the 'inverse' nature of knowing). There's a special quality of realness to this experience. We simply cannot deny it. If it were an illusion we could simply 'walk through it'. And this is an especially tricky part. We may say, "I can sustain my concentration if I wanted to. But I just don't feel like it right now; I have other things to do." It is precisely this 'wanting to attend to the other things' that is already an inverse intuition for how the World process pressures us. As long as we believe that this tendency (to attend to the other things) is our pure and free will, independent of the World process, we have no chance of knowing reality.
We can doubt our abstract metaphysical mental images about what these pressures are, but not that the pressures are real. So in a very general sense, this path of knowledge begins by resisting through concentration the usual pushes and pulls of our inner life, which are aspects of the World process (including our tendency to attend to other 'more important' things). This is not yet the experience of other agencies. We get to know about the latter when the meditative path goes even further and we gradually realize that the pushes and pulls of our inner life proceed from meaningful activity.
So in a nutshell: it is easy to conceive that the World process impresses at the dissociative boundary as sense impressions. Meditative concentration can be thought of as moving this boundary closer to our core intuitive process, such that even our thinking flows feel shaped and constrained by the impress of the World process. Now even our opinions, preferences, sympathies and antipathies feel like pressures that compete to rule our inner movie flow. And the critical thing to realize is that we no longer have the inner leeway of the personal sphere to philosophize about these impressions because now the very philosophical thoughts feel shaped and constrained by the impress. IOW, now even our personal intellectual flow is grasped as an interplay between deep intuitive steering and the friction with the World process (for example, what we consider to pertain to the nervous system).
But if I'm understanding you, "makes sense" becomes a truth-tracking faculty: following the gradient of meaningfulness is a way of knowing reality, an alternative to prediction-and-test that puts us in contact with "the momentary curvature of the flow" as it actually is. This is no longer a claim about how thinking feels. It's a claim that the felt-coherence gradient tracks something real in the world. But the Everest-in-fog image shows, and I think you acknowledge this, that gaining altitude (feeling-good, feeling-coherent) doesn't guarantee approaching the true peak, that you may be climbing a local hill. From the inside, the local hill and the true summit feel identical - both are "up," both "make sense," and in the fog you cannot tell which you're on. You seem to see this as a relative difficulty ("This rarely happens through a monotonic increase. It is an iterative process.") rather than a structural impossibility of using felt-coherence to certify truth. What would tell the summit from the hill is precisely an external altimeter - some check outside the felt gradient. In the fog, without instruments, "keep going up" cannot distinguish them. But you refuse the altimeter - that would be "picture-in-picture modeling", the enemy.
In the immediate post here you summarize things - there are pushes and pulls on our inner life by the World process. But this is pretty obvious - we get distracted and it's difficult to stay focused. It all comes down to whether we can establish that the pushes and pulls are other agencies or utterly impersonal - the friction of a mechanism, the inertia of habit, or the statistics of a distractible brain. It sounds like your next essay(s) are going to answer this!