Hi Santeri.
Yeah, I realized that many readers might actually think Steiner said 'exceptional state' and not realize that for English speakers 'exception' and 'state' have have many connotations.
For instance 'exceptional' can mean that something is very very very special and rare.
And 'state' can refer to an inner experience.
So you can see why it almost seems obvious that Steiner was talking about a very very rare and special experience. That's why his example of "I am thinking of a table" can seem kind of silly.
Maybe Khulwind and other non-English speakers find it easier to find other meanings about this non-typical situation ("I am thinking X") because they don't share all of our connotations about exceptionally rare experiences...
As you can tell, some people will tell you that to suddenly notice a thought is to be merged with The Christ. Others might describe it as an exceptional experience in which you bring two very different experiences closer and closer together until you feel an avalanche-like experience.
I have already said that those might be internally coherent ways of making sense of what Steiner means by "I am thinking of X."
My 'living experience' of the atypical cognitive situation of consciously noticing a thought is much much less sexy, unfortunately
I think that the suddenly noticing a thought can provide the necessary foothold towards eventually grasping thinking in the present moment. I know, not very exciting, huh?
But the hard part is that we almost always either blast right past this experience (go right back to hammering the damn table) or we kill it by explaining it in some other system of thought. Materialism was the main system of thought that Steiner was battling in the context of that time, so he made clear that you simply couldn't find the value in this foothold if you denied the possibility of non-material reality.
So, I can understand why you might prefer an understanding of this atypical cognitive situation that says it is an encounter with The Christ or an Avalanche Experience that happens when you continuously bring two different experiences into closer proximity.
Like I said, those can be valid ways of parsing it up.
But I will just say that there is something very special in noticing the moment you have a thought and before you grasp the activity itself. It can almost feel like your foot has slid into the perfect spot to make the next chapters, I mean to make the next move.