Eugene I wrote: ↑Mon Jun 14, 2021 10:16 pm
Now, there are two different meanings of the word "to know". One is to know some meaning intellectually: "I know that NY is located in US" or "I know that 2x2=4" or "I know that the sky is blue". Such knowing is the knowing of meanings, I'll call it knowing-1. The other meaning of the word "to know" is to know "experientially" - to "see", "experience" and "experientially know" the blueness of the sky (knowing-2). Even when we think about abstract ideas like an idea of a circle and know-1 their meanings, we still also simultaneously know-2 them - we also experience the meanings and ideas. It is true that in reality both are always lumped together - you can not know-1 any meaning without also experiencing/knowing-2 that meaning, and you can not know-2 any form (idea, sensation, feeling) without knowing-1 its meaning at least to a tiny degree.
So if that's the case, why am I still distinguishing them (notice: distinguishing, not separating!)? First, its because knowing-1, according to our experience, is widely variable - we can be in a highly intelligent mode deeply comprehending the meanings and even, in super-cognitive mode, comprehending Cosmic Meanings, or we can be in a dumb mode like deep sleep hardly comprehending any meanings at all. However, knowing-2 never ever changes: we still experientially equally clearly know-2/experience every form, sensation or idea that appear in our space of consciousness.
Eugene, with your precise mind you could achieve so much! Only if you were
willing to use knowing-2 to penetrate the very process of Thinking. Yes, it's challenging because it's the very process where the Ouroboros bites its tail (and the intellect feels comfortable only when head and tail are separate), but it's also the only way we can approach knowingly-2 the furnace of existence.
Let's try to dive deeper together. I've already tried that with the cup meditation but apparently without much success. Let's use the sky as an example. We put our thoughts under control and immerse entirely in the blueness of the sky, without thinking, conceptualizing, speculating, etc. We simply experientially know-2 what we experience. But what exactly is this knowing? Here we approach something which holds the key for proper understanding of this enigma. In pure contemplative knowing-2 we have
monolithic experience. There's no jerking of thoughts, no surging of emotions. Pure contemplative perception imbued with knowing-2, as something holistic, unbroken, filling the whole infinite conscious space like laminar atmosphere. I believe this is what you mean when you say
"knowing-2 never ever changes". It is this ever present knowing-2. Yet undoubtedly this knowing also provides specific experiences. Even though the
essential character of knowing-2 is the same, there's still difference when we experientially know-2 blue sky or green meadow. So what is it that differs?
Let's try to make the example even more defined. Let's imagine we're lying on the grass and looking at cloudless sky such that our entire visual field is completely filled with the blue color of the sky. In purely visually-sensory aspect we experience color filling our consciousness. We can have somewhat similar experience if we look at a ceiling painted (and properly illuminated) in the same color. Let's imagine that the purely visual perception is indistinguishable in both cases. In other words, if we were blindfolded and someone laid us down somewhere and removed our blindfold, we wouldn't be able to tell if we're seeing sky or ceiling. What I'm trying to convey is that there's
something else in the experience which makes the difference between seeing ceiling or sky. Clearly, experientially knowing-2 only the perceptual color is not enough. What is it that makes the
experience different when we see sky or ceiling, even though the visual experience is exactly the same? Well, this is what is called the
ideal element. It's another type of quality to the experience, yet quality which is like polar opposite of perceptions. It's what complements perceptions with
meaning. And it is here that we must be most vigilant not to fall for the blind spot. If we call the ideal element 'just another quality' it's easy to imagine that this element may or may not be present in consciousness. For example, the quality of blue color may or may not be present in consciousness. If we imagine in the same way that the ideal element may or may not be present in consciousness we commit a grave error. The quality of blue may be absent in our current state but there's always
some kind of perception - even if it is the perception of nothingness, void. In the very same way there's
always some kind of ideal atmosphere permeating consciousness - even if it is experienced as the
knowing-2 that the void is being experienced.
So in knowing-2 there's the ideal/knowing/understanding/meaningful 'atmosphere' that makes the
difference in experience between knowing that we see a ceiling or the sky, even though the visual element is exactly the same. To recapitulate, in knowing-2 we have monolithic experience, completely united with the permanent aspect of consciousness, as you call it, yet this experiential knowing feels differently depending not only on the sensory perception but also on the quality of the knowing 'atmosphere', which makes the
actual difference between ceiling and sky. I hope we're together so far. These are very elementary things and require nothing but sound introspection to be observed.
Let's go further. How do we come to knowing-2 of sky or ceiling? We should pause here and appreciate that both sky and ceiling are not at all simple things. If we drop into existence with
no prior knowledge of anything. We can be aware of color qualities and this is the World Content for us. We have no idea that the colors mean something more than the most immediate knowing-2 we experience when we confront them. In order for the blue color to become infused with meaning of ceiling or sky we need to go a long way. This is what we do from the time we are born. The amalgamation of feelings and perceptions are gradually
differentiated by being infused with meaning. Now we can again give ourselves to contemplative knowing-2 of the sky but now there's great difference compared to the case where we only had blueness filling the World Content, which was all there was, as far as our knowing is concerned. Now we have the blue World Content but also the knowing-2 that we're looking at the sky. And even though this knowing is something monolithic in the pure experience, it is actually something that can be experienced in the way we do, only because this monolithic meaning exists implicitly in the most complicated relations with other meanings. There's a whole
implicit context of the contents of knowing-2, that we experience at any given time. This have been mentioned several times already by me and Ashvin - the meaning of 'sky' can never exist in isolation. It is meaningful only because it exists in implicit relations to countless other knowing-2 experiences, which refine the meaning, like the outer world, ground, planet, atmosphere, birds, etc. It's bad enough that our thinking falls in the blind spot but we're even more blind when it comes to the metamorphic implicit context without which there wouldn't be any meaning-2 even for the simplest phenomena.
I beg you not to thrust down again what I said above as 'mere meanings of the intellect' which belong to knowing-1 but are experienced by knowing-2. As you can see I've made all attempts to stay entirely in the
directly experiential, no numbers, no abstract verbal constructions 'the sky is blue'. We're dealing entirely with contemplative and experiential knowing-2 of direct perceptions and we
fully embrace the fact that there's a monolithic and unchanging consciousness uniting the contents of knowing-2.
What we must appreciate from all this is that our knowing-2 experiences do not exist for themselves. The meaning-2 that we experience in these states would never be there if we haven't worked with our spiritual activity (Thinking) to differentiate and organize the amalgamation of perceptual experiences. It is the ideal atmosphere, which is responsible for this differentiation (not to be confused with separation). Without it, there wouldn't be any
experiential difference between blue ceiling and sky. Knowing-2 would know only the buzzing confusion, even if it has the non-changing and permanent quality imbued!
As said, if we simply 'wake up' with blueness filling our consciousness, there are no means to know if we see sky, ceiling or whatever. How does knowing-2 know what is being experienced in normal circumstances? Thanks to the implicit metamorphic context! The space-time context (which is the intellectual conceptualization of the musical transformation of our metamorphic spiritual experience) is there in the 'periphery' of the blueness. We know-2 whether we have laid down on the grass or the carpet. In the moment of the experiential contemplation of blueness, this fact is already a past event but it is still holographically embedded in the whole conscious experience. This is the wider blind spot mentioned above. It's so easily forgotten that the meaning-2 that we experience in contemplation simply can't be what it is unless the whole metamorphic history of our current state is holographically embedded in it.
So there it is. I have nothing against knowing-2. As I've said several times this is not at all some unknown to Western Initiation. It simply has the name Intuitive consciousness - experientially knowing-2 in a monolithic fashion, in full awareness of the unity of Consciousness, contemplatively encompassing the whole World Content (perceptions) but still experiencing it's full meaning (idea). Where views diverge is that spiritual development recognizes that everything we think, feel and do, embeds holographically in the metamorphic view and this changes the character of the experiential knowing-2. If we haven't instinctively worked with Thinking as an infant, blue color filling consciousness would be known-2 only as that. The work with thought allows for the blueness to be complemented with the atmospheric ideal quality of ceiling or sky. In a similar way, unless we work with Thinking, our meditative states will remain always the same. This is why Western Initiation goes further than Eastern mysticism. Where the mystic experiences buzzing void, the Initiate experiences void infused with spiritual-ideal 'atmosphere' which makes the void state
experientially different - World Content shaped by the ideating activity of spiritual beings. Just as the concepts of sky and ceiling don't simply pop out of the blue (pun intended), but the blue must be rigorously worked upon by Thinking and related with the whole World of Ideas, which makes it possible to differentiate between the two, so spiritual beings don't just pop out of the void. We need to till the metamorphic soil such that we prepare the Thoughts which can accommodate the higher experiences. Otherwise we stare right in them in the void and they pass through us without being registered, just as we can stare at blue without ever registering whether we see sky or ceiling.