Stranger wrote: ↑Wed Aug 13, 2025 9:49 pm
I did read the article. The reason is that there are many ways in which different people understand or interpret the "Being". When the Being is understood as the "core subjectivity", the "MAL", or the "I", then surely it refers to a pole on this inner axis which Cleric was refferring to, and here we obviously have a polarity of such "Being" as opposed to other phenomena that such "Being" perceives. In this paradigm there is a polarity and duality between the "Being that perceives" and everything else which is not the "Being" and which is perceived by the "Being". But this is not at all what Heidegger and non-dual traditions meant by Being. Stil, the core subjectivity, the "I", does exist, and such interpretation of "Being" described by Cleric has its validity and he described such interpretation correctly. But it's just that its completely irrelevant to the non-dual Being of Heidegger and non-dual traditions which transcends the "I" and subjectivity, but is still equally immanent to both the subjectivity and to all the phenomena that the subjectivity perceives.
There’s a great misunderstanding here. Maybe the image that I used (sphere) suggests that what I’m talking about is something finite and bounded. Then one assumes that it is all a kind of metaphysical anatomy. When the North Pole is mentioned, one grasps it in the
same way the anatomist says, “So here’s the brain, here’s the spleen…” If things are seen in this way, what I’ve described is grasped like an anatomist pointing at the brain and saying, “This is what consciousness is.” Of course, for anyone who has not lost all their sanity, it’s more than obvious that the anatomist conflates things (often purposefully, because it’s easier to deal with fewer mysteries).
Like Kaje noted, what we’re speaking of here is not some metaphysical nomenclature but practical recipes for living experience. I’ll try to recast things through the perspective of
your own living experience.
Above, you introduced the word “Eing”. Why? Because you want to highlight the fact that what you try to convey is not something that can be found as a wax imprint in our familiar box. By using a new word, it’s like an invitation to step outside of the box; it’s like saying, “If you want to understand what I’m speaking of, you’ll have to leave your fixed conceptions behind and follow me into a whole new level of experience.”
This has been the leitmotif in all our conversations over the years. Even here, you confirm that we can speak of such poles, of such axis, etc., “But it's just that it’s
completely irrelevant to the non-dual Being of Heidegger and non-dual traditions which transcends the "I" and subjectivity.” In other words, you are implying a certain experiential direction that seems to be
completely unaddressed by whatever is said here.
Do you feel a polarity here (between what we seem to be dabbling in and what you are trying to point at)? Not some abstract metaphysical conjecture but a living experience surveyable from your own first-person perspective. All that is needed is to observe what happens in your inner process. Try to feel how when you read the words speaking of hemispheres and poles, certain mental images are stimulated in your inner space, and for some reason they feel dry and fragmentary, banging in one another like empty tin cans. Then you feel, “This is missing something essential”. What is it that it is missing? Something which cannot be pointed at, but is like the living existential context of our Be-ing. And already the words of the previous sentence will sound like banging tin cans for many. And sure enough, you too have pointed out that even your “Eing” is likely to be received by many as an empty tin can making annoying screechy sounds.
Thus, it is clear that the reality of “Eing” can only be known/experienced when we make the inner effort to transform our inner state in a certain direction. ‘Direction’ not in a spatial sense but as a direction of inner metamorphosis. When you sit for meditation, there are infinite directions in which your inner flow may drift. Most of these directions only kick tin cans down the road. But when you snap out of it and say “Enough can-banging”, then you know that there’s some intuitive direction that you must pursue if you are to approach a more purified experience of Eing. Of course, even can-banging is in itself a form of Eing (after all, in the most general sense, everything is an experience of existence/becoming), but this Eing attains to a particular clarity when we intentionally seek to experience its ‘suchness’. Now one may object that the experience of pure Eing cannot be pursued in the usual sense, as setting out sight on a certain point (desired state) and trying to move nearer to it. And this is completely right. In a sense, we need to apply
negative pursuit. It’s like surrounding ourselves with infinite point-goals and going through each one saying “This is not it, this is not it, …” and trying to magnetically repel from each of these non-goals. If we imagine that we have thus repelled from all infinite non-goal points, we would have some sense of the sought-after Eing. Yet, even though described in such a negative (inverse) way, effectively, we’re still describing a certain direction (recipe) that leads to the reality of what we describe.
Hopefully, you can now feel in a very immediate way this axis – (1) being sucked toward the countless point goals and (2) repelling the suction of these movie continuations which compete to become ‘the’ movie stream of our existence, thus approaching a very peculiar flow mode that feels closer to the ground of pure potentiality (instead of being sucked into particularity).
Now consider for a moment the unthinkable – that
maybe what was designated as the North Pole is not yet another metaphysical point that sucks in our existential flow and shapes it into its particular curvature, but precisely this negative limit that we approach as we try to repel all such infinite suction points. Incidentally, AI has generated the picture of the sphere in such a way that there’s no point at the North Pole. Rather, there’s nothing there. It is as if it alludes to the fact that it is not a ‘thing’ we can fix our gaze on and approach, but an inexplicable mode of existence as we follow the
lines of manifestation in the
reverse direction (by repelling ourselves from the suction points below). Nothing superstitious is implied about AI here, just noting the fortunate output, which was
manually selected among many other not-so-fortunate results.
Does this further explanation change anything for you? Does this help to realize that what was designated as North Pole is a
symbolic pointer (in the inverse sense) to practically the same
reality that you want to point at (again in the inverse sense) by coining words like Eing?
If we are on the same page here, then the next stage would be to consider: what happens if we continue pursuing this negative direction
even further? Not theoretically, not by speculating what might be ‘there’, but in a completely real and experiential way in which you yourself approach the purified experience of Eing?