Simon Adams wrote: ↑Fri May 21, 2021 7:41 am
There is a sense in which I just don’t know what to think of Cleric’s framing of things. It’s clearly a sophisticated and eloquently argued philosophy, but like Ben and Eugene, it doesn’t really connect with me, with my own search for truth into the experience of self, or in relation to god. None of us see the whole truth, and I feel there must be something there as it’s clearly well thought through, but it’s definitely a different path from the one I’m on.
The following might be of interest to Adur too.
I'm not pushing anyone to 'switch paths' but I think it might nevertheless be of interest to see what is it that keeps one from connecting or following along the ideas.
What does it mean when someone says that they can't connect or follow the ideas? First we should be aware that we can't
directly communicate
ideas through language. We encode them in words, transmit them but it's not certain that the listener will decode the
same ideas from the words. Let's put that in a picture. We're somewhere in a big palace and want to give directions to a friend, for example using a walkie-talkie. We say "take ten steps forward, turn right, take five more steps" and so on. Our fiends listens and performs the movements but replies "This doesn't make any sense, I keep bumping into walls!" What's the problem? The instructions aren't appropriate for the initial coordinates of our friend.
It's quite similar when we speak about philosophical and spiritual things. Our friend hears words and performs inner movements but they simply make no sense. What does it mean for something to make sense? A puzzle piece makes sense when it fits nicely in the overall picture. So it is with ideas. Our "I" weaves an ideal organism which resonates harmonically or dissonantly with ideas.
Our soul life is like partially completed puzzle - living, organic, weaved of ideas, feelings, memories and so on. The deal is that in our epoch this puzzle very rarely receives a good kick start since our birth. We accumulate layers after layers, most of them quite unconsciously. Let's face it, very often our puzzles don't look too good. They are mixed and matched from pieces gathered from the most varied sources. It's usually quite difficult to make sense of idea-pieces which don't fit our partial structure.
The above is not just a random metaphor. Our soul and life bodies really have structure, 'geometry'. It's not exactly 3D geometry but there's justification to use that word. When the ancients used the word 'lotus flower' for the soul organs (chakras) it was not just a random artistic decision. There's good reason to speak of 'petals', even thought they are not something strictly spatial. The point is that our soul life has certain structure and it depends on it how easy it is for us to grasp one or another idea. This is understandable in the common cases. For example, if I'm a painter, mathematical ideas can sound quite alien to me and won't fit well at all in my soul puzzle. But of course, through little effort I can develop these structures and the mathematical ideas will begin to resonate with the overall picture. This holds true also for spiritual ideas, although they need much more effort because sometimes they require a major revision of our accumulated layers.
Where does the Philosophy of Freedom stand in all this? PoF is something living. The whole book is an actual walkthrough of our soul organism. Part of our soul organism we owe to Nature and God but another part we develop ourselves. Similarly everyone of us has some basic structures in the brain but we develop and make use of them in unique ways. PoF doesn't say "throw away your current philosophes and beliefs and replace them with these". No, it's about something altogether different. It's only pointing attention to things that are always there but because of the unconsciously accumulated layers we don't see them clearly.
I won't repeat here the basics of PoF - we've done that many times already. I just wanted to make a point. The things we're talking here will always be hard to follow if we imagine that they are just ideas that must be patched to whatever structure we already have. PoF is much more like a guide that brings attention to things that we've been missing all along. And this is the magic of PoF - it doesn't demand that certain ideas should be taken on faith, that we should be 'infected' with Steiner's ideas. Yes, Steiner expressed these ideas magnificently but they are everyone's ideas, just as thinking, feeling and willing are something that we all possess, no matter who was the first to name them. Here's an example. Let's pretend that we've never paid attention to our breathing. One day we read a book that guides us to calm down and be attentive to our chest and then we say "Aha! So this is what breathing is". Another example. We learn to speak since very young age. Most people are not particularly conscious of what happens when they speak. They just focus their will on certain ideas that they want to express and the words are just spat out. Let's pretend that we've never sung in our life. One day we begin singing lessons and gradually discover that we can have conscious control of our larynx in ways that we haven't suspected before. Where were the spiritual forces that we employ for singing? They were there all the time, slumbering, but they had to be awakened and developed.
Only in the above sense we find our proper attitude towards PoF. It begins with laying aside for a moment everything we've accumulated so far, so that we can experience our thinking spiritual activity, which connects ideas with perceptions. This is the same activity underlying all of our everyday activities - even religious and philosophical thinking, but we simply don't pay attention to the fundamental spiritual activity which takes different forms in the different types of thinking. When we learn to know ourselves as a Spirit that thinks, then other things will also become easier to follow.
In summary, PoF is difficult to understand simply because it's usually approached in an inappropriate way. It's not to tell us what to think, to lock us in set of ideas, but to guide us to a vantage point from which we can observe how we weave the ideas in our soul life and how the accumulated layers have affected us so far. It's not to give us more puzzle pieces to patch our soul life with, but to find slumbering degrees of freedom of our spiritual activity, similarly to the way we find the slumbering degrees of freedom of the larynx when we learn to sing. The 'meta' of philosophical or any other type of thinking is spiritual activity. In this way PoF presents us with a path for finding the spiritual in man as concrete, directly experienced reality.