Note: This has been moved over from Mark's topic-specific thread.
Mark Tetzner wrote: ↑Tue Dec 07, 2021 12:15 pm
Dana, may I address something that seems contradictory. There is a common held belief that "direct aquaintance" is the only thing that can seal the deal, bringing someone from pure speculation to knowing. It has seemed to me in the past like you are one of the most convinced idealists in this forum, simply because you had that direct aquaintance. Yet you are saying you have to "come to terms" with your experiences.
Also, whatever is missing in BKs offerings, I would think, can potentially be found elsewhere. Where else did you search for it and why did you not find it yet and what could it possibly be?
Mark ... When I say that I had to come to 'terms' with certain experiences, and that I'm deeply grateful to BK in that regard, I mean that he was one who offered a cogent model and terminological framework within which I could explicate those experiences in the context of this forum's discussions, using some shared language that some others here could also grok. However, as mentioned, I haven't found that sufficient to speak to a deeper understanding of those experiences. And yet starting from that baseline, I didn't go elsewhere to find the next 'stepping stone', but found that it evolved from within this psyche, right here in this forum, by way of interacting and co-creating with the other participants—not unlike nature also evolves. As such, while I've taken from BK's ideas what I found useful, and carry them forward, I've also had to move on from some of it that I found was no longer serving me well. This is not to denigrate BK in any way, but I just see it as a natural process of one's stage-specific spiritual journey. And I expect as it continues, I will once more eventually have to move on yet again, and which may well be a never-ending, inter-being, ever-evolving, feedback-looping, co-creating, expressing/exploring dynamic process into an infinitude of novelty ... How excitational!