Ashvin sez: "When we are walking in the house and bang our knee against a table, what does the pain sensation tell us? Basically, it points right back to our walking activity and tells us our attention was not present enough in that activity - perhaps we were thinking about what to wear when we go out or what to get for dinner. Then, hopefully, we take that feedback and adjust our inner state to be more present and attentive, at least until the next time we lapse into inattention and absence."AshvinP wrote: ↑Thu Jan 18, 2024 1:54 pmFederica wrote: ↑Thu Jan 18, 2024 12:47 pmCleric K wrote: ↑Tue Jan 16, 2024 4:33 pm In certain sense, in our thinking being we're always within the context of these astral rhythms. Even if we don't understand the deeper nature of these processes we can still work on them, for example, by consecration. Even the most trivial activities can be spiritualized in this way. For example, we wash our hands. We do that for hygienic purposes. But we can think while washing "May just as the water washes away the impurities from my hands, so Divine Love flow through me and wash away all dark thoughts and feelings." This is really the proper mood in which the exercise in question should be taken. We breathe instinctively all the time. Why not breathe once in a while by consecrating our breath to the Divine?
Here I would say - maybe some feel similarly - that for the way my particular constitution is made (yeah, made in Italy![]()
perhaps this is why) I wouldn’t feel very drawn to consecrating everyday gestures in this way, that is, without understanding the deeper nature of the processes that, for example, orient toward and precipitate in the action of hand washing.
I am reminded of what Stainer says, that we can and should study and understand spiritual science before acquiring clairvoyance, that is, experiential, conscious understanding of reality from without the magnetizing and dulling filter of our physical body. To exaggerate a little, this consecration would feel to me like capturing and reworking a prayerful mood, but without freely offering it to a higher intelligence, whom I would submit to, and trust to harbor the prayer, and harmonize it as necessary.
To me it would feel like a wish for magic, or a prayer with conditions, where I try to catalyze the prayerful mood to direct it to the divine, but at the same time blindly formulating that it has to pass through a particular intersection in the world. I am probably misinterpreting, but this consecrating intention seems different from the slow-pace, ceremonial type of exercises when one fills with attention a simple everyday gesture as in, for example, Zajonc, whom Ashvin recently quoted. There, the intent is to try and map out the working of the will, through our body and gestures, in order to build up some strength and create more specific intuitive context around its unfolding, but with no intention to impress formulas of unknown (to the extent we don't understand them) origin in the flow of becoming.
To be clear, if I need help with dark thoughts and feelings, I would feel more whole praying to a higher being to enable me to deal with these, rather than attempting to catalyze higher forces through the (for me arbitrary) gesture of hand washing. It feels as if I was imposing a constraint to those higher forces, but without really grasping why and how it would interfere. Therefore I tend to think that prayer is for everyone, development of thinking is for everyone, but consecration is not. Am I misunderstanding consecration?
Federica,
I will offer a couple thoughts on your question. I don't think the consecration and the ceremonial exercises are too different. One way I would think about it is that we are always clouded by dark thoughts and feelings when we are not fully present in our spiritual activity. When we are walking in the house and bang our knee against a table, what does the pain sensation tell us? Basically, it points right back to our walking activity and tells us our attention was not present enough in that activity - perhaps we were thinking about what to wear when we go out or what to get for dinner. Then, hopefully, we take that feedback and adjust our inner state to be more present and attentive, at least until the next time we lapse into inattention and absence.
In the normal course of life, practically all sensations feedback to our inner activity and provide the opportunity to adjust that activity to interact more harmoniously with its surroundings. That happens so seamlessly that we don't even notice it most of the time. This is also thinking-will activity - after all, we must set intentions to move around our surroundings, wash our hands, and so forth. But when it becomes so habitual that we no longer experience ourselves setting the intention and carrying it out, the intents and the perceptual flow are completely out-of-phase. So the question is how to take a more conscious stance and become increasingly present in our thinking-attending activity, so we don't keep lapsing into inattention and absence?
We can try to work around the edges on the horizontal plane, but ultimately our efforts won't get too far until we also center our spiritual activity in the temporal thickness of the Divine vertical axis. This axis can firmly anchor our activity at any given moment when we are interacting with the psychic and bodily support for our spiritual activity (practically always), because that support is constellated precisely through the Divine axis. Even if we don't understand the detailed depths of this Divine axis, the consecrating and ceremonial gestures are simply that we recognize its existence and its power to concentrically harmonize the depth layers of our activity in gratitude and devotion. Just as the pain in the knee feeds back to our attending activity, these gestures act as higher-order (more conscious) feedback for the Divine. So it is not at all a constraint on the Divine axis but, rather, a nutritious offering that will also feedback into our capacity for attention and presence.
PS - I think it always helps to center our activity in the axis by slowing the pace of these 'trivial' things we do. We can then feel intimately involved in every little movement of the arms and hands. We can even try to notice how the sensation of the water changes in relation to our hand movements. Of course we aren't analyzing this with the intellect, but simply remaining intuitively present in the rhythmically and harmonically changing context.
PPS - I think there is little need to be concerned with 'overdoing it' with any attempts to remain present through consecration/ceremonial exercises since they are so unfamiliar to our normal inattentive habits. Even if we set the firm intention to do such consecration with every hand wash, we will surely forget or skip it a good amount of the time. That itself can be taken as a sign that it is something worth devoting more effort to.
I ask: Why is this a lapse rather than a rising into a better awareness?